my Christmas

dec 24th
my family and i went to edsa shangrila to buy presents, although we were supposed to stay at highlands but angkong told us not to spend Christmas there.. so instead we went shopping.. we had lunch at a pasta restuarant.. i forgot what its called.. the food was okay but not worth it.. we went to daddys fave shop, lucerne.. good thing he didnt buy anything.. although he bought watches for us as a Christmas gift haha i was actually gonna ask for o.d.m., unfortunately nikki also wanted one.. gaya-gaya talaga.. kakainis!! so i went to look for something else and i got a zodiac.. shobe got casio.. since daddys an almost-expert in watches, he didnt like the o.d.m., it is plastic and itll fast go out of style.. but as usual, nikki still insists of buying that watch (what i liked before).. so she decided to let ahku and akim buy her that instead.. take note: she doesnt wear watches.. she had 2, and it seems like i end up wearing them.. anyway, we went home buying ourselves gifts instead of somebody elses.. then i end up vomitting.. four times.. im not sure if it was the lechon ia ate the day before or the balot earlier that day.. i didnt join the noche buena and the activities they did.. its sad.. i think.. haha

dec 25th
still not feeling well.. mommy woke me up to make me eat dinner (12mn).. i feel so weak and helpless (had fever too).. so she fed me instead.. thanks mommy! then i slept until mommy woke up again to eat my breakfast.. feeling a lot better than the night before, i find myself sitting up and feeding myself.. we were gonna stay at highlands, but i didnt go.. i stayed at home, by myself.. although my cuz passes by from time to time.. all i did was watch tv until my head started to hurt like crazy.. then i went to bed early (11pm) hoping to kill my headache.. however, i woke up at 2am because my headache was really starting to kill me.. so i took half a tablet of biogesic.. then went to sleep once again.. at 9am, i felt something in my nostrils.. i thought it was blood.. i felt relieved knowing that its not.. but another thing triggered me that it is blood.. right then i know it really is.. anyway, im used to this bloody nose.. it started when i was (appox.) 2.. this can be one of the effects of headache.. blood in the nose flows from the brain: an interesting info from atsi.. fyi, shes a doctor..

hs reunion

at last, we decided to come.. missed 2 already.. the last was Christmas 2004.. haha anyway, we had it last night (friday) at oyster boy greenhills.. rockers went there by bus at 5 or 6pm.. and i went with my cuz at 7 to meet them.. obviously we werent expecting anybody to show up yet.. or i meant i wasnt expecting.. anyway, ruther and isaiah were there.. after waiting for an hour, somebody finally came.. and at 9pm, were complete.. those who came: kz baj zsa pimp karen tata kaka ally brig tiffany kriscia isaiah sarah dwight wiwi psyduck eli boringot elcid ivan ruther odell timothy christian.. 24 were present that night and it was really fun despite the isolated groups.. they werent really joining us.. so anyway, all of us left around 12:30am.. we (rockers) were gonna ride a taxi to zsas place, but we cant get one.. so we called up wiwi for a ride.. thank goodness they had not left gh.. haha grabe.. super siksikan talaga.. sorry sarah, dwight and cheez for that.. haha lesson learned: never decide to go gimik if you dont have a car.. with practically everybody commenting about my hair, i wasnt annoyed despite what i had said.. i dunno, theyre sweet hahha i miss them.. see u soon guys!

what am i?

after reading shotis blog, i feel less of daughter than i already am.. less of a person for that matter.. mommy and daddy have felt disappointment, betrayal and humiliation ever since ive known the world.. from the three of us siblings, i am the apparently worst.. immature, childish, unconfident, ghetto, loner, irresponsible, selfish, pride, stupid, dumb.. and the like.. what more of a negative trait can i possibly acquire? i dont deserve all these stuff theyve given me.. i dont deserve to be in a pleasant house living in a place full of families getting together everyday.. i dont deserve to be their daughter.. theyve done everything they can just to improve may horrible personality.. but i just couldnt bite.. honestly, i want to.. but i just couldnt.. i dont know.. maybe my pride always gets in the way.. and i said always..

a vocabulary ninny

i wonder how mommy never read me bedtime stories or hardly any stories at all.. this is why im so un-vocabulary-ized.. quite a number of simple, everyday used words i had never encountered.. i didnt even had the initiative to find those mind-terrorizing words until just four years ago when i felt i really need to eqiup my empty head with some useful words.. also, i never read a book until i was on my 3rd year of high school when application of entrance exams from universities come piling up.. at that time, one book would have a duration of 3 weeks.. mega loser noh.. anyway, i continued that until the exams finally came.. fear of failure of course.. what do i expect? passing at least 2 out of 5? yes.. but sadly, i didnt.. so now u know how do a doofuss i am.. this is the greatest regret ever.. i blamed mommy for this at first.. but then i realized its not really her fault.. apparently, im not really fond of words.. writing them.. reading them.. although i always ALWAYS find it very useful in general.. gain knowledge, vocabulary, speed and comprehension, probably "experience", a better life.. in short, it makes u smart.. very..

nearly end of 2006 in school

today we celebrate the life of ahya elby for his 19th year on earth hahahha anyway.. ahyas a good boy.. treated us merienda/dinner at kfc!! woohoo!! next year ulit!! kapal namin.. sorry hya.. no money e.. angot gave ahya chocolates and mikka personalized mug.. and i gave him a lot of greetings hahaha it was fun

maam espi got mad at 3im for not joining the caroling for tom.. she said we'd get kicked out if we dont participate.. what choice do we have? anyway, im not included in singing at the caroling.. im being low profile hahahhahaha thanks to the caroling event.. pgc and math classes was cancelled but the exam is moved tom..

im not planning to attend paskuhan.. grabe.. last yr was so boring even with all the crowd and fireworks..

kids' craze

richwells kids craze toys have up to 50% discount.. we bought 2 gifts for mommys inaanak and other stuff for me.. im still a kid hahaha

akims really mad at her first daughter-in-law.. no one knows why, although she said shes malandi.. which isnt true.. although her daughters act like one as well.. but its never negative so to speak.. maybe she meant kikay or girly.. but whatever.. shes very smart and nice.. ahya hubs lucky to have her..

dinner time!! i had steak which was flipped to the chair by the consumer haha trying to prevent it from getting burnt from the hot plate hahahaha stupiddddddd

someones been scolded.. good for her.. i wish i could do that to her one day.. much much better

wish list:
chuck taylor
shoes
dvd writer
creative speakers
mac os
electric guitar
flute
automatic watch
psp
tablet pc
and more shoes

one class for sat

yesterday was a holiday i think its st. mary's bday.. im not sure.. also, mommy and daddy's 21st anniversary.. and were eating out tonight.. hopefully japanese resto hahaha i was supposedly gonna go to shokoy and tata's play at their church ggc..

had my bangs down at school today haha as if big deal.. although it is for me.. i hate people staring at me.. good thing its saturday and no ones in school.. but on tuesday.. hmm.. i dont know.. oh ryt almost forgot.. i saw baj and her friend sol today on my way to my only class.. as we chatted for about 30 mins, eli passed by with his gf (i think)..

taosis so adorable!! i love torturing her.. shes so cute and guillable hahaha she would bark at most thrice every 4 months.. she loves eating our food.. not the green ones though.. but we dont give her any of it, shell get allergies.. so i always make her smell my food instead..

mikka got this leadership training offer from accenture due to consecutive 1.5 up dean lister.. its very disappointing i didnt take the chance to be one of them.. if only i strived for excellence...... too late, past is past..

5 day vacation

thurs - typhoon
got my hair done.. trimmed 2 inches and got new bangs which practically everyone commented about..
diko - japanese doll
mommy - when i was 3 where people thought i was a japanese
angot - kid/toddler
shoti - its weird haha
allen - hideous
atsi - anime

fri - bonifacio day (supposedly last thurs)
went to gateway with sachak, edward and atsi to shop for gifts and watch casino royale.. and its my second time to watch it haha the bangs really made me insecure not to mention people there staring at me..

sat - suspended by dean lim
went to shangrila with sachak, ahko and shobe.. bought gifts, all bags.. this time, i feel more comfortable not sensing eyes are on me.. hahaha practically most shoppers are chinese

sun - free day
went to northeast as usual to visit guwama.. then to fort at nbc tent bazaar.. bought gifts for friends then came right back home..

mon - free day
i cant predict the future